Apr 26, 2012 - Today is just another endless day

Today it’s just another endless day wondering about it all! Trying to make sense of something so senseless.

Why? Why did the accused have to be so drunk, why did he DRIVE? Did his parents not teach him anything? Did he go to school? Has he heard of MADD? Does he have loved ones?

Has he ever lost someone so precious that it cannot be replaced by anyone or anything? Does he cry everyday like I do?

Why such excessive speed? Why couldn't he had at least, I repeat at least been driving the speed limit?

Will he blame alcohol on his decisions? Did he choose to drink alcohol and get wasted?

Why would any decent person do this?

I know no one can answer these questions......Today I reflect, not on the memories of my only son Bradley, and Kole and Thaddeus, but on the horrific outcome 5 months ago today.

I will never look at Brad's car. It haunts me every moment of everyday. It's hard to remember the 18 years spent with my son, when I'm haunted by what one person took away so violently on November 26,2011

Today I am MAD, it’s a diversion from being so SAD!

I love you Brad, I miss you Brad, and if you wouldn't mind, could you give Kole and Thad a hug for me.

By: Sheri Arsenault

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